Golden's Empire

 My mind has been heavy on creating the life I deserve, what that looks like and how to get there. It’s been heavy on self-care and self-love. Heavy on being in love and being loved properly.  I’m happiest when I’m creating. I use to say years ago that I was a “multifaceted creative” because I did everything. I acted, I painted, I sculpted, I modeled, I photographed…I did it all. I was so free and so fresh that I knew no limits outside of myself. I’m happiest creating because that’s where no one makes the rules or tells me how, no one judges until its done or if I decide to even put it out there and honestly sometimes I just never put it out there. Partially because of insecurity and partially because there was something sacred about my art only being mine.  I think that’s where I went wrong…fear…fear has crippled me with my talents and every time I say I’m going to do it, I’m going to take that jump, make that leap and put myself out there I freeze. I lose the flame and ...

To clear my mind, renew my heart, and cleanse my soul so that I can welcome the very best version of myself.  The past (almost) 2 years of my life has been rough. Emotionally, physically and mentally new and taxing. The old me is gone and honestly I didn’t realize how much of yourself you shed in motherhood. It’s more than just a title its literally your entire makeup that transforms…I don’t know who I am anymore other than what I’ve been…a mother.  So I’m releasing, I’m letting go the fear, the mindset that constantly searching and grabbing at straws, the anxiousness, the self doubt, the depression, I am letting it go because I’m tired. I think its important to tell myself that the move I’m making, the decisions I’ve set on are not a result of failing, or achieving nothing, my decision is a result of finally and wholeheartedly putting myself and my son first. It is the result for putting my mental needs before my physical comfort. It is a result of finally doing what I know i...

 Go where you’re going. You’ve got so much to do! Go where you’re going.  There’s nothing stopping you! It’s your life, its your world, It’s your life its your world, Go where you’re going.