2018 NEW YEAR, MORE ME!

Last year I came up with a self reflection challenge called the "CONVERSATIONS WITH MYSELF" Series. Its comprised of 22 questions that every person at some point in their lives should acquire about themselves. The reason why I feel its important for me to start this series is not only to dive deeper into my journey to self discovery but to also start a platform that allows me to share myself with others. I always say if you're going to believe in something you should have facts and reasons. Its time for me to start believing in MYSELF, my BRAND, and who I'm becoming. 
CONVERSATIONS WITH MYSELF will exist in 2 main outlets and a 3rd filler outlet. The first outlet will be HERE! Thats right, this exact blog. This will give me a better foundation to consistently post and share and my thoughts with you guys! The second outlet will be youtube/live videos where I will actively be discussing the weeks question and the third outlet will be story times(videos or writings) These will be situations that happened in my life that are related to the topic in the question.
Everyday is a chance for me to do more, I was caught in the cycle of thinking so much, that I thought my ideas and wants to death. NOT ANYMORE! This year is all about getting ish done!

Feel free to write down and answer these questions for yourself along with me! I would love to hear some responses 😁

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