New Life

As the new year is getting started and everyone is focusing on establishing a foundation for their goals I cant help but pat myself on the back at the fruition of mine. 
Last year I set my goals on stability. I needed to get a new car, build credit, and get a new apartment. I got my first credit card in March, was in a new apartment in April, and invested in the exact vehicle I wanted in July. I felt very accomplished realizing that because I had channeled my efforts into achieving these 3 things they certainly happened and happened faster than I expected. 
Now that we have officially entered 2019 the mentality still remains, set goals, focus on them and achieve. Keep your goals consistently on your mind always thinking of ways to improve your vision and execute with precision. 
This year, I want to travel more, invest in property, build the foundation for my business, and work on my physical and spiritual health. Everything is a process. I’m eliminating the aspect of time and rather just letting these things fall into place with passion and drive.
My physical and spiritual maturity is something that is more habitual thinking rather than just a goal to set. I have to realign myself, my emotions and my thoughts. I must gain physical fitness, not for the aesthetic but for the actual fact that health is important. As I age in time my body ages in ability, it’s past due for physical upkeep. Maybe I’ll even retreat back to my 100% vegan ways.
You may not have a goal that you can achieve in 3 months, or a year. Maybe your goal is something you’ve been meditating on for years subconsciously and because you put those thoughts and desires into the universe this is the year the universe throws them right back at you. I’ve always said before I turn 25 I want to travel to the other side of the world. Days away from my 25th year of life I’m sitting in Starbucks in Los Angeles waiting to board my flight to Thailand! If you would have asked me 2 years ago if I could see myself visiting said country I would have said yes (because who am I to doubt myself and say no?) BUT I wouldn’t have actually sat down and planned it all out. This year? This year is different, if I can see it I can do it. I no longer have the time or space to doubt or stall on my desire and talents. This year, and every year from now on is me sticking true to who I am and who the world needs to see. This is the year of consistency. Being consistent in working for myself and on myself. Being consistent in my relationship, my habits and my investments. 
I’m feeling very anxious and extremely optimistic about life, I embrace change, I embrace challenges and I welcome HAPPINESS. I wish you the same confidence and passion throughout this year and in all your endeavors!


Happy new year LIFE!

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